...but not really. I am extremely tired, bored, hungry, and moody as well. I'd like to say that all of those things would changing soon, but I think that'd be a blatant lie.
Well, it's officially been two weeks and two days since I have heard from Ryan. And it bugs me a lot. I wonder what's going on, especially now that the fighting in Afghanistan is really starting to escalate. It's all a mess. Shell hasn't heard from Chris either, to maket things worse. I know she feels like he has lost interest, but I'm sure he hasn't. Unfortunately, their jobs consume their lives, not us. That's how being in the military goes. It's sad. It's not really fair, but it's life. It's what they both chose to do with their lives.
It just bugs me even more knowing that this is the second time that Ryan has been on and read my emails [not all of them] without saying anything back. The last time I actually TALKED to him was the 30th of last month. He was on on the 7th of this month, but said nothing back to me. Then yesterday [well, yesterday here] he was finally on, and no response either. He said for me to send him emails every day [where I took him literally] so I sent 5 while he was gone. He read all but one of them, and he was on at multiple times. The first at 6:53 pm our time...then he must have gotten off, and then came back around an hour later, because the other three were read at 7:39, and 7:41 for two others. The oldest message [the one I sent him before all those] still remains unread. I just wonder why he got back on at multiple times. Don't ask why I look these things up, I just do. I'm always curious.
The last time I talked to him, which was the 30th, we were on AIM. I do know that he has a time limit..I also know that they all share a computer or computers. Last time he got lucky and found the one that apparently has AIM installed on it, so that way we could talk easier. He said the connection wasn't going to be too good, but it surprisingly was.
That was the last time I heard from him. And I'd pretty much do ANYTHING to hear from him again. Maybe I will get lucky and today will be the day....maybe???
Well, it's officially been two weeks and two days since I have heard from Ryan. And it bugs me a lot. I wonder what's going on, especially now that the fighting in Afghanistan is really starting to escalate. It's all a mess. Shell hasn't heard from Chris either, to maket things worse. I know she feels like he has lost interest, but I'm sure he hasn't. Unfortunately, their jobs consume their lives, not us. That's how being in the military goes. It's sad. It's not really fair, but it's life. It's what they both chose to do with their lives.
It just bugs me even more knowing that this is the second time that Ryan has been on and read my emails [not all of them] without saying anything back. The last time I actually TALKED to him was the 30th of last month. He was on on the 7th of this month, but said nothing back to me. Then yesterday [well, yesterday here] he was finally on, and no response either. He said for me to send him emails every day [where I took him literally] so I sent 5 while he was gone. He read all but one of them, and he was on at multiple times. The first at 6:53 pm our time...then he must have gotten off, and then came back around an hour later, because the other three were read at 7:39, and 7:41 for two others. The oldest message [the one I sent him before all those] still remains unread. I just wonder why he got back on at multiple times. Don't ask why I look these things up, I just do. I'm always curious.
The last time I talked to him, which was the 30th, we were on AIM. I do know that he has a time limit..I also know that they all share a computer or computers. Last time he got lucky and found the one that apparently has AIM installed on it, so that way we could talk easier. He said the connection wasn't going to be too good, but it surprisingly was.
That was the last time I heard from him. And I'd pretty much do ANYTHING to hear from him again. Maybe I will get lucky and today will be the day....maybe???
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